May 26, 2015

GOD'S NOT A COSMIC BULLY -- DESPITE WHAT YOUR CIRCUMSTANCES MIGHT SUGGEST.

Job 29–31

Sue Bohlin
Tuesday's Devo

May 26, 2015

Tuesday's Devo

May 26, 2015

Central Truth

As my favorite pastor says, feelings are real but not reliable. Especially when you don't see the whole picture that includes the unseen spiritual dimension.

Key Verse | Job 30:16–19

"And now my life seeps away.
Depression haunts my days.
At night my bones are filled with pain,
which gnaws at me relentlessly.
With a strong hand, God grabs my shirt.
He grips me by the collar of my coat.
He has thrown me into the mud.
I’m nothing more than dust and ashes."
(Job 30:16-19)

Job 29–31

Job's Summary Defense

And Job again took up his discourse, and said:

“Oh, that I were as in the months of old,
    as in the days when God watched over me,
when his lamp shone upon my head,
    and by his light I walked through darkness,
as I was in my prime, 1 29:4 Hebrew my autumn days
    when the friendship of God was upon my tent,
when the Almighty was yet with me,
    when my children were all around me,
when my steps were washed with butter,
    and the rock poured out for me streams of oil!
When I went out to the gate of the city,
    when I prepared my seat in the square,
the young men saw me and withdrew,
    and the aged rose and stood;
the princes refrained from talking
    and laid their hand on their mouth;
10  the voice of the nobles was hushed,
    and their tongue stuck to the roof of their mouth.
11  When the ear heard, it called me blessed,
    and when the eye saw, it approved,
12  because I delivered the poor who cried for help,
    and the fatherless who had none to help him.
13  The blessing of him who was about to perish came upon me,
    and I caused the widow's heart to sing for joy.
14  I put on righteousness, and it clothed me;
    my justice was like a robe and a turban.
15  I was eyes to the blind
    and feet to the lame.
16  I was a father to the needy,
    and I searched out the cause of him whom I did not know.
17  I broke the fangs of the unrighteous
    and made him drop his prey from his teeth.
18  Then I thought, ‘I shall die in my nest,
    and I shall multiply my days as the sand,
19  my roots spread out to the waters,
    with the dew all night on my branches,
20  my glory fresh with me,
    and my bow ever new in my hand.’

21  Men listened to me and waited
    and kept silence for my counsel.
22  After I spoke they did not speak again,
    and my word dropped upon them.
23  They waited for me as for the rain,
    and they opened their mouths as for the spring rain.
24  I smiled on them when they had no confidence,
    and the light of my face they did not cast down.
25  I chose their way and sat as chief,
    and I lived like a king among his troops,
    like one who comforts mourners.

But now they laugh at me,
    men who are younger than I,
whose fathers I would have disdained
    to set with the dogs of my flock.
What could I gain from the strength of their hands,
    men whose vigor is gone?
Through want and hard hunger
    they gnaw the dry ground by night in waste and desolation;
they pick saltwort and the leaves of bushes,
    and the roots of the broom tree for their food. 2 30:4 Or warmth
They are driven out from human company;
    they shout after them as after a thief.
In the gullies of the torrents they must dwell,
    in holes of the earth and of the rocks.
Among the bushes they bray;
    under the nettles they huddle together.
A senseless, a nameless brood,
    they have been whipped out of the land.

And now I have become their song;
    I am a byword to them.
10  They abhor me; they keep aloof from me;
    they do not hesitate to spit at the sight of me.
11  Because God has loosed my cord and humbled me,
    they have cast off restraint 3 30:11 Hebrew the bridle in my presence.
12  On my right hand the rabble rise;
    they push away my feet;
    they cast up against me their ways of destruction.
13  They break up my path;
    they promote my calamity;
    they need no one to help them.
14  As through a wide breach they come;
    amid the crash they roll on.
15  Terrors are turned upon me;
    my honor is pursued as by the wind,
    and my prosperity has passed away like a cloud.

16  And now my soul is poured out within me;
    days of affliction have taken hold of me.
17  The night racks my bones,
    and the pain that gnaws me takes no rest.
18  With great force my garment is disfigured;
    it binds me about like the collar of my tunic.
19  God 4 30:19 Hebrew He has cast me into the mire,
    and I have become like dust and ashes.
20  I cry to you for help and you do not answer me;
    I stand, and you only look at me.
21  You have turned cruel to me;
    with the might of your hand you persecute me.
22  You lift me up on the wind; you make me ride on it,
    and you toss me about in the roar of the storm.
23  For I know that you will bring me to death
    and to the house appointed for all living.

24  Yet does not one in a heap of ruins stretch out his hand,
    and in his disaster cry for help? 5 30:24 The meaning of the Hebrew is uncertain
25  Did not I weep for him whose day was hard?
    Was not my soul grieved for the needy?
26  But when I hoped for good, evil came,
    and when I waited for light, darkness came.
27  My inward parts are in turmoil and never still;
    days of affliction come to meet me.
28  I go about darkened, but not by the sun;
    I stand up in the assembly and cry for help.
29  I am a brother of jackals
    and a companion of ostriches.
30  My skin turns black and falls from me,
    and my bones burn with heat.
31  My lyre is turned to mourning,
    and my pipe to the voice of those who weep.

Job's Final Appeal

I have made a covenant with my eyes;
    how then could I gaze at a virgin?
What would be my portion from God above
    and my heritage from the Almighty on high?
Is not calamity for the unrighteous,
    and disaster for the workers of iniquity?
Does not he see my ways
    and number all my steps?

If I have walked with falsehood
    and my foot has hastened to deceit;
(Let me be weighed in a just balance,
    and let God know my integrity!)
if my step has turned aside from the way
    and my heart has gone after my eyes,
    and if any spot has stuck to my hands,
then let me sow, and another eat,
    and let what grows for me 6 31:8 Or let my descendants be rooted out.

If my heart has been enticed toward a woman,
    and I have lain in wait at my neighbor's door,
10  then let my wife grind for another,
    and let others bow down on her.
11  For that would be a heinous crime;
    that would be an iniquity to be punished by the judges;
12  for that would be a fire that consumes as far as Abaddon,
    and it would burn to the root all my increase.

13  If I have rejected the cause of my manservant or my maidservant,
    when they brought a complaint against me,
14  what then shall I do when God rises up?
    When he makes inquiry, what shall I answer him?
15  Did not he who made me in the womb make him?
    And did not one fashion us in the womb?

16  If I have withheld anything that the poor desired,
    or have caused the eyes of the widow to fail,
17  or have eaten my morsel alone,
    and the fatherless has not eaten of it
18  (for from my youth the fatherless 7 31:18 Hebrew he grew up with me as with a father,
    and from my mother's womb I guided the widow 8 31:18 Hebrew her ),
19  if I have seen anyone perish for lack of clothing,
    or the needy without covering,
20  if his body has not blessed me, 9 31:20 Hebrew if his loins have not blessed me
    and if he was not warmed with the fleece of my sheep,
21  if I have raised my hand against the fatherless,
    because I saw my help in the gate,
22  then let my shoulder blade fall from my shoulder,
    and let my arm be broken from its socket.
23  For I was in terror of calamity from God,
    and I could not have faced his majesty.

24  If I have made gold my trust
    or called fine gold my confidence,
25  if I have rejoiced because my wealth was abundant
    or because my hand had found much,
26  if I have looked at the sun 10 31:26 Hebrew the light when it shone,
    or the moon moving in splendor,
27  and my heart has been secretly enticed,
    and my mouth has kissed my hand,
28  this also would be an iniquity to be punished by the judges,
    for I would have been false to God above.

29  If I have rejoiced at the ruin of him who hated me,
    or exulted when evil overtook him
30  (I have not let my mouth sin
    by asking for his life with a curse),
31  if the men of my tent have not said,
    ‘Who is there that has not been filled with his meat?’
32  (the sojourner has not lodged in the street;
    I have opened my doors to the traveler),
33  if I have concealed my transgressions as others do 11 31:33 Or as Adam did
    by hiding my iniquity in my heart,
34  because I stood in great fear of the multitude,
    and the contempt of families terrified me,
    so that I kept silence, and did not go out of doors—
35  Oh, that I had one to hear me!
    (Here is my signature! Let the Almighty answer me!)
    Oh, that I had the indictment written by my adversary!
36  Surely I would carry it on my shoulder;
    I would bind it on me as a crown;
37  I would give him an account of all my steps;
    like a prince I would approach him.

38  If my land has cried out against me
    and its furrows have wept together,
39  if I have eaten its yield without payment
    and made its owners breathe their last,
40  let thorns grow instead of wheat,
    and foul weeds instead of barley.”

The words of Job are ended.

Footnotes

[1] 29:4 Hebrew my autumn days
[2] 30:4 Or warmth
[3] 30:11 Hebrew the bridle
[4] 30:19 Hebrew He
[5] 30:24 The meaning of the Hebrew is uncertain
[6] 31:8 Or let my descendants
[7] 31:18 Hebrew he
[8] 31:18 Hebrew her
[9] 31:20 Hebrew if his loins have not blessed me
[10] 31:26 Hebrew the light
[11] 31:33 Or as Adam did

Dive Deeper | Job 29–31

These three chapters are the rant of a man feeling beaten up by "God the Bully." He plaintively protests, "Hey, I’m a good guy! What’s up with how horrible my life has turned? I don’t deserve this!"

Many of Job’s complaints are familiar to us in the 21st century, and both his and our faulty perceptions need to be countered by God’s truth. We think, "Life used to be better, so it feels like God has abandoned me." But God promises, “I will never leave you nor forsake you” (Hebrews 13:5b, ESV).

"The respect I used to enjoy from my community has been replaced by mockery and contempt, so it feels like God dumped on me." But God promises, "You are precious in My sight and honored, and I love you." (Isaiah 43:4a, HCSB).

"I am plagued by brokenhearted depression, so it feels like God is beating me up." But God says that "He will not crush the weakest reed or put out a flickering candle. He will bring justice to all who have been wronged.” (Isaiah 42:3)

“God won’t answer me or even look at me, so it feels like cruelty and persecution.” But God's Word tells us in Job 1 that Job’s (and our) true enemy was Satan, not God.

We have the advantage of having read the first chapter of this book, where we learn about the cosmic challenge between Satan and God over Job. We have perspective Job didn’t have. Like Job, we should not trust our perception of cosmic reality; we can’t know what we don’t know about what’s going on in the heavens or what God’s long-term plans are for us. We can never see a big-enough picture to be accurate.

This is personal for me. Post-Polio Syndrome has brought a "new normal" of elevated pain and weakness. Though nothing compared to Job’s losses, I grieve the loss of my "old normal." Like Job, I need to embrace the message of this book that God is God, and I am not. But unlike Job, I have the luxury of having read the rest of the Bible, and I know my good God will eventually restore all kinds of once-lost blessings to me!

Discussion Questions

1. Have you ever felt beaten up by life in a fallen world and blamed God for it? What can you do to rectify that?

2. When bad stuff happens to hurting people in your life, how do you point them to God’s character to encourage them?

3. There is a right way and a wrong way to share truth with someone who’s grieving. Do you know the difference? (You might want to check out the comments section in a blog post I wrote some time ago, “What Not to Say When Someone is Grieving.").